I called the CW to see if she had heard from J. Apparently she had trouble with her phone and thought she had text me.
J was very excited to meet us on Thurs. We are meeting at the office at 3:30. She said she plans on us having some alone time with Jolie and that when J is in with us she will also be. She better be because this is what bothered us with our last visit.
Tomorrow we will say goodbye to a piece of our heart. We will hold her and kiss her. We will tell her how much we will always love and pray for her. How special she is. How much we will miss her. How much we hope her life is filled with happiness.
That is all I know so far. I don't know what I will say to J. I will keep it nice. I don't ever want to make her feel guilty for parenting.
I have thought about writing something to her to read but just not sure if I can do that. I know Matt will cry and be filled with sadness too.
I know that Friday, what was going to be our first full day with Jolie as our daughter and also my birthday, will not be filled with happiness and celebration.