I really haven't slept since Thursday. Honestly my stomach is so sour on the situation so I am hoping that tomorrow when we are together I feel back to normal. I talked to both case workers - ours I think is trying to keep my calm , the other one was more honest and did say she is concerned about the situation. I know they have talked to the director and I am waiting to hear back from the other one tonight.
I tired to take a nap today but that didn't work. B is going to grandma's tonight and Matt will go to work. He has a training tomorrow after his shift but will be able to meet us there if she starts to go earlier than the later afternoon/ evening like the doctor thinks it will be.
We had planned for me to pick her up but when I called to confirm time and place today, she said she will just have P drop her off at the hospital. So, I guess I am meeting her there. I am really nervous about the delivery. I haven't done anything like this (who has when they go into a delivery for the first time though)
I am trying to get packed and get things ready. I think I will get up earlier and stop to give Matt a kiss before I head to the hospital. He works in the town between us and the hospital. I hate that he can't go with me, but since she will most likely be just waiting all day, we need to have him save some of his time.
I will try to update as soon as I can.
Please pray for us!